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Drama queen

I’m a girl with many moods and sides. I can be angry, cheerful, funny, reserved, shy, sweet, loud, twisted, straight up and many more. At UNI, I try to avoid conflicts with other people, i go straight to the point and get things done(although this isn't the case sometime). I like action points. It's like bam bam bam. Done.

However, my boyfriend tends to bring out the drama queen side of me. Yes, drama queen. He calls me a drama queen!. “I’m not dramatic, I’m just right!”I exclaim very often. Bf remains silent. He knows better than to agree with me, which is a lie. And to disagree, which will get him into a whole lot of trouble.

So he just looks at me, smiles, makes little jokes and changes the topic to something less serious which kind of works given that I’m easily distracted. But at other times, he would keep quiet and give me the deadly silent treatment as a sign of his disappointment. And this would usually resulted in a very big fight!

So i am, ladies and gentleman, a very dramatic girl, someone who is prone to her many moods even though when i'm clearly not PMS-ing. Although PMS seems to create more moodiness in me.

I think I’m bitchier with my boyfriend because I can get away with it. People say that it’s when you don’t react is the time when you start not caring and I think it’s very true. Despite my many unpredictable moods which for many reasons drive my boyfriend up the wall, we’re still going strong.

One year and a half...that is how strong we are. Can you believe that we have reached our one year? And now it’s been 16 months. How time flies. :D

He’s seen me cry, coldly talk to him to discuss about an issue, scream, pull out a tantrum with him and so many more. And he’s still freaking here. So unbelievable.

Okay, so I’m not actually the easiest girl to be with in the world. But hey, everyone has their quirks and twists.

So fights happened to my boyfriend and I. It’s not always happy happy marshmallow, you know.

However, whenever I say some bullshit things like we’re not meant to be, he will stop me and say we’ll go through this together. He knows the storm will calm and that in the end, we will realise that we truly care for each other and that we will make each other happy so long as we stick with each other through the bad times.

The sun shines brightly after a huge storm anyway.

So here we are, Gnol and I.

Me, making tamtrum because I can, and for some reason, he still loves me despite of it.

There is hope in the world after all. It’s just up for us to find it.

HAPPY 16th Monthsary to the most patience boyfriend in the world.

And i love you.

p/s: Baby, you're like the butter to my bread. The breathe to my life.

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Huba huba

Dear Robert Downey, Jr (Mr. Tony Stark a.k.a Iron man):

I just wanted to let you know that I've watched the first 60 seconds of this video about 12 times in the last 15 minutes(my sisters can attest to this fact). I don't know anything about you as an actual person, so all of my references in this letter will be based on what I have learned about you in the Iron man movie and this trailer video, specifically those 60 seconds or so of the trailer video that I have just previously mentioned.

First of all, I have been searching for a technology on the internet that allows me to put my face over the face of the blonde girl(Gwyneth paltrow?) in the Iron man 2 movie. I have yet to locate it.

Secondly, I completely understand your need to save people, make the world a better place and show off your heroic stunts. I feel like I am in the same position, however have neither the Hollywood good looks or the kick ass acting talents to get me the things I want in life. When you have those things, people just hand whatever you want to you, like beautiful significant others and cool huge penthouse apartments in New York living with a drop dead gorgeous landlord with a sexy British accent who lets you have orgies and parties going on everynight.

Thirdly, I would like YOU to be my hot significant other. I feel Gwyneth paltrow and I have a lot in common, but also differ enough that our relationship would be new and refreshing once your relationship with her crumbles. For example, Gwyneth is blond and tall. I, however, am a brunette and awkwardly short. Exciting, no? She is a successful person who became the CEO of stark company and later fell in love with you. I am an average student who doesn't have a true knack in business and technology. See what I'm getting at here my sweetness? Different and exciting.

I'm sure at first it might take a little persuading, considering you are not actually Tony Stark in real life, but I'm willing to look past that. I'm also willing to look past the fact that you're old enough to be my dad. But what the hell, i have always had a thing for older men.

I don't ask for much you sexy devil.

Kisses and love
Belle.



p/s: Baby gnol, you don't mind sharing, do you?. :p

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Quick update part 1

Hello there.

Just laying in bed after an eventful week.

As you all may know, the semester break has started again...so I've been pretty busy dancing, trying to do all the things that i haven't been able to do during my hiatus weeks. But other than that, life has been pretty easy going.

Here's a little rundown of what happened during my hiatus weeks:

So the reason for the lack of updates was because I was really busy with preparing myself for the exams. And i didn't have much time to do anything else. I was home-quarantined during that time.

I sat for five papers this semester which made me not only want to puke and jump off a cliff, but also sometime give myself a little pat on the back! wohh! Exam week was insane.

I also drank coffee for the first time to keep me alert on the night of my exam and it was definitely not a pleasant experience. My tongue writhed in agony over the burnt black bitterness...yes, even with cream it still tastes like burnt charcoal. I swear to god, coffee left me with a heartburn the next morning. Ahhh..the things i do for UBD.

My first cup of coffee

I did have a bit of time for dancing. There was the dance that i did at Mall Gadong for the Who's Got Talent competition. Another one before the assignment week for UBD's Earthday...then another dance at the JP Amphiteatre for the Telbru roadshow. Another one at Kiulap for the IGS roadshow just before the exam ended. The last one was at the mall for Snappbeatz production. So in the month of April to May, i did a total of 5 performances.

UBD's earthday

Feat-Dee on Earthday

Rehearsal at the mall

Feat-Dee for WGT

Me

At the mall,for snappbeatz production

Telbru carnival

Feat-Dee at Jp Amphi

I just realised that this blog isn't very exciting anymore. *sigh*

Maybe I'll go speedracing or commit a crime tonight to spice things up a bit and tell you all about it here.

Note: ( I won't. I'll try to find work.)

p/s: I choose you everytime,baby.

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Hai....i'm back

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