I'm genuinely sorry

Hello you,

I'm writing this because i've been such a big potty-mouth bitch to people and I often didn't mean the things I said. And most of the time i have to admit that i was just being a real big snob.

There were many varying external and internal factors(such as PMS....duh) that caused me to act as such, but, really, i know i shouldn't be blaming on anything because it was my own decision to treat people badly, not whatever shitty thing that was going on in my life.

I really like you, i swear. I pretty much like everyone else too, unless they are really horrible and bitchy towards me. Even then, MAYBE there could be some redeeming quality about them. Perhaps they are really good at making babies.

So, really, i guess what I'm trying to say in the least direct way possible is that i'm sorry for being mean to a lot of people lately, because sometimes i just feel the need to get my points across and people may interpret my bluntness in a different way. I often come home and feel really incredibly horrible afterwards, but didn't know how to apologize without being embarrassed or telling you the exact reason why I was being so horrible to you, which would probably make me more embarrassed than anything ever.

I'm a nice girl, i swear. Just sometimes i suck really hard.

(not penises)

p/s: I'm back! Did anyone miss me?