Drama queen

I’m a girl with many moods and sides. I can be angry, cheerful, funny, reserved, shy, sweet, loud, twisted, straight up and many more. At UNI, I try to avoid conflicts with other people, i go straight to the point and get things done(although this isn't the case sometime). I like action points. It's like bam bam bam. Done.

However, my boyfriend tends to bring out the drama queen side of me. Yes, drama queen. He calls me a drama queen!. “I’m not dramatic, I’m just right!”I exclaim very often. Bf remains silent. He knows better than to agree with me, which is a lie. And to disagree, which will get him into a whole lot of trouble.

So he just looks at me, smiles, makes little jokes and changes the topic to something less serious which kind of works given that I’m easily distracted. But at other times, he would keep quiet and give me the deadly silent treatment as a sign of his disappointment. And this would usually resulted in a very big fight!

So i am, ladies and gentleman, a very dramatic girl, someone who is prone to her many moods even though when i'm clearly not PMS-ing. Although PMS seems to create more moodiness in me.

I think I’m bitchier with my boyfriend because I can get away with it. People say that it’s when you don’t react is the time when you start not caring and I think it’s very true. Despite my many unpredictable moods which for many reasons drive my boyfriend up the wall, we’re still going strong.

One year and a half...that is how strong we are. Can you believe that we have reached our one year? And now it’s been 16 months. How time flies. :D

He’s seen me cry, coldly talk to him to discuss about an issue, scream, pull out a tantrum with him and so many more. And he’s still freaking here. So unbelievable.

Okay, so I’m not actually the easiest girl to be with in the world. But hey, everyone has their quirks and twists.

So fights happened to my boyfriend and I. It’s not always happy happy marshmallow, you know.

However, whenever I say some bullshit things like we’re not meant to be, he will stop me and say we’ll go through this together. He knows the storm will calm and that in the end, we will realise that we truly care for each other and that we will make each other happy so long as we stick with each other through the bad times.

The sun shines brightly after a huge storm anyway.

So here we are, Gnol and I.

Me, making tamtrum because I can, and for some reason, he still loves me despite of it.

There is hope in the world after all. It’s just up for us to find it.

HAPPY 16th Monthsary to the most patience boyfriend in the world.

And i love you.

p/s: Baby, you're like the butter to my bread. The breathe to my life.